April

1/04/2025 -- I CHEERED

My test week is finally done!! It was the weirdest two weeks I've felt I think. Staying up till three to study, having the stuff I learn about be a lot harder on the test, making cheatsheets that don't even help at all. It was crazy. Maybe there's a reason they allow you to make and bring a cheatsheet, because it'll barely help you or maybe I just need to study more so I know what to write on it,, idk.

Oh my GOD I can finally do the stuff I want to do now HOORRRAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
I think I want to... work on my website? code? and then draw, and study more so I don't flop again, play games... watch shows... yeas yes... very nice....


11/04/2025 -- I'm so tired brah

Hey guy s..... I've just finished my first test week.... I still have another week to go.... just... three... more.... subjects.....

I'm so tired man. you'd think that being an engineering student will get you less sleep? well, yeah for some of my friends. I thought that'll happen to me. I stayed up studying until 3 am and waking up at like... like five... six.. seven...
7 am still seems reasonable... I think... four hours of sleep is better than three I'm sure.

I still have to study though. I did soooo bad this week. I thought I've studied everything. I thought I understood a lotta things. but when I saw the questions, I had no idea what to do. That, or my mind went blank lol. I don't want that to happen again.

A fun thing that I did while studying is listening to LoveLive music. The rock ones, the happy sounding ones. And I imagine like, "oh... the idols.... they are having the time... of their life...."
another thing I've been listening to is the Parappa gameplays lol. They sound so happy... and their problems are so silly... yeah yeah....

Hm, anyway, I think, after my tests are done, I want to try making a shrine. And this time, I wanna make it from scratch, without using a layout generator. maybe a grid generator but whatever. I think it'd be fun to do... yes...